Woke up at 10am, couldnt get back into sleep.
So went for a jog. HeHe~
Yesterday was a short day, But kinda tough.
Learn lots of new stuffs. Hai~@!
Today school ends before 6pm.
And i have Life-Saving briefing at 7pm.
Whom i'm the only pathetic girl!
Kinda disadvantage to me, because i cant pair up with a guy~
So its better for me to find one girl & persuade her to join. hai~@! BUT who will JOIN? haha
Next friday starts first lesson, 7pm - 9pm. Another hectic day.
The total cost for this whole thingy will cost me $400 with cert~ Dunno worth it anot. BUt i really want to try! hehe
By the time i reach home will be somewhere around 11pm. Hai~@!
Chat with Eileen ytd. She told me tat she wans 2 opt out & wait 4 another yr.
The decision is still hers BUT i wish to change her decision.
KaiLin & I is struggling with our course. But we strive our best So tat neither 1 of us will drop out. Coz we'd already wasted 1yr & cant afford to waste another yr. Nth starts off easy as u know. During our O'levels, How many times have i been wanting to give up. B4 Prelim, after receiving Chinese O'level results & after prelim. Everything just got so demoralised, But u guys have been telling me tat y should i give up when i'm already half way thru' So i hang on...Dint i? I even cried when i Hug my mama telling her i'm too tired to move on with life. She really knows i'm tired then She told me, no matter what the overall results is, it Doesnt matter. As long as i work hard, thats enough. Though i started off late BUT i didnt stop trying.
So Eileen, u r much more better than me. Dun give up everything so easily as nothing start off easy right from the start alrite? U noe how hard i've pulled thru'. Seen Miss Chua, etc have been counselling me, dont u? So if i can do it, u can do it too. Have faith in yourself. U might not like the course now but doesnt mean u wun like it in future, okie? Anyway its just a piece of advice. The final decision is still yours. Take care & do re-consider yeah?