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Stephanie
Born to Live in the ReaLity of this World on 13th October 1986

I have all the Love from my FAMILY

I've got my Love Ones .. But i Lost my Love Ones too

To the Heart filled with Sorrow .. in Remembrance to my Love ones

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Monday, December 15, 2008-`

My aunt last journey was held on 11 December 08.
We went for the ritual .. as we are the younger generation.
My aunt had not much friends, when she is around.
so we like to make it a crowded one,
hence we, the few cousins helped in the ritual.

Arriving at the cremation, my cousins cry & cry.
Seeing them heartbroken, i couldnt bring but to tear with them.
for my 22 years, i had never seen my 2nd uncle.
he came for all 5 days, and he cried !!!
which makes me feel that he isnt bad at all.
he son chase him out of the house, and he have no place to stay,
but my aunt take him in.
So the brother & sister relationship should be quite close.
i wanna helped him .. but i dunno how to help ..
i wanna talked to him, makes him happy, so that he wont feels he is alone.
but my teo chew not good .. so cant communicate.
But at least i tried.

my cousin said:"Why must we only gather with everyone only at such occasion"
After hearing i really felt disappointed.
and i question myself:"Why??"
Why must we only learn when we lost someone?
why must we get affected by the elder generation?
why people bear grudges?
why cant people be more forgiving?

i still leaves it as a question.

Anyway .. My family n myself strive hard to helped my cousins & uncle to
tied through the hard time of the wake.
On Saturday we went down to the ancestor place to pray my aunt.
My cousins & uncle sincerely thanks us for helping them at their weakest point.
But i was touched .. So silly of them ..
what are family for?

Hope my aunt will be happy
and hopes she looks upon her family =D

onceheaven * [9:01 PM]

Sunday, December 07, 2008-`

kailin and i was working today.
As Aunty Linda needed help badly, as short of manpower.
so we helped her out.

After the morning shift,
My cousin msg me and mention that,
my 3rd Aunt (dad side), passed away.
I WAS SHOCK.
the last time i met her was at my grandpa's wake.
and she is rather healthy beside the fact that she is having arthritis.
but other than that she is fine.

Heard that she was running a fever,
they she took panadol.
but is no getting any better, and perhaps asthma took place.
she reaches NUH, she passed on already.
Her body need to be transported to SGH for observation of the sudden death.

Tomorrow will be transported back to her home void deck.

Life is short, gotta appreciate what you have.

We used to be very close, but ..
In the past, she starts bullying my mum, that's why we shoOo away from her.
Now that she is gone, we cant bring the unhappiness isn't it?
Her daughters are still young, i would say, it is a unfinished journey.

Really hopes, her family will do good, and she will be happy.

Because for the religion.
she is a Buddhist so is her hubby.
and my grandma is a christian.
because of THE RELIGION, debating on which religious practise she should go through.
MY GRANDMA IS NOT ATTENDING HER OWN DAUGHTER'S FUNERAL!!!

super pissed.

But i m in no position to comment.

BUT is the last sight to see her own daughter.
and because her family doesn't wanna follow the christian way,
she is not attending the WAKE AT ALL !!!

sometimes i just ponder bout Christianity, no offence.
But both religion are meant to lead human on the right track isn't it?
so why criticize other religion?
Thank god i am a free thinker, but Christianity were never on my list.
even though i used to be studying in a catholic school, but they don't force.

Saddening

onceheaven * [10:28 PM]

Wednesday, December 03, 2008-`

Dad met in an "bike accident" last night.
He was turning out from the split road, seeing no car, he turned out.
And a bike suddenly appeared and hit into him.
Biker was injured.
So gotta call the ambulance.
Well sent him to hospital, made police report.
worst scenario will be attending court and might be fine + compensating the biker!
But i felt was the biker that is SPEEDING !!

Anyway, dad went to Comfort to report this case toO.
And all COMFORT could say was:"Made a payment of $1000 by end of the month!"
It acts as a deposit i guess for the insurance blah blah blah.

Thought i can confidently helped dad out on the financial side.
Who knows, boss held a meeting, and said that might need to review on this year BONUS!
due to the economic blah blah blah ...
MY GOD !!!
i was like .. OH NO !!!!

Hope everything will turn out fine.


*Pray Hard*

onceheaven * [10:36 PM]

Monday, December 01, 2008-`

Got back from Phuket last week with Kailin
I wasnt as nice as we expect it to be.
Through words of mouth, through research, through pictures, it looks fabulous.
But is alittle off in reality.
The sea is indeed blue, but close to shore, its milky.
There were lots of ppl on a small island !!!
Ang Mohs more than the local ppl.
Our resort is rather far from PATONG BEACH.
So we are quite turned off with that.
But the resort is newly bulit hence facilities are all new.
so we are quite satisfy with the 2 star resort.
WE LOVE THE TOM YAM KOONG, pineapple fried rice, PANCAKES !!!
my god, thats the authentic wan man, its was good ! *Thumbs Up*

SHopping ..
erm lots of beach wears =D
But sellers are rude and aggressive.
Tuk Tuk there seems scary & dangerous. But its safe. haha

We only have time to go for the island hop to PHI PHI ISLAND.
initially wanna play water rafting.
But due to the south Thai part is flooding.
and the water raft generates from a dam.
The rapid water current makes the sports not recommended at this season.
BoOoHoOoO
Fishes in the sea are more or less the same.
Nothing special =(
was still hoping to see different types of species.

Conclusion:
We still prefer REDANG
at least is less commercialize than Phuket.

ITS MONDAY, back to work.
Dread as usual.
But CHRISTMAS is coming !!!
followed by NEW YEAR
and it will be CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!

gONNA be a fast month !!!

ciaoz

onceheaven * [11:47 AM]