In school right now, cant start off with my work. Hence decided to blog.
Yesterday (15.08.2006, 0917) marked the last day that my grandpa is able to see daylight.
He passed on yesterday morning.
Was on my way to school. Receive a call from my mum.
Saying that my grandpa cant make it through. He only have an hour of life.
My whole world collapse.
He is the closest grandparents that i always stick to eversince my grandma passed away.
Gosh why is this happening to me.
Within a semester, i m losing to kins.
Furthermore he is someone whom dote me so much.
I cant accept the fact.
Am i dreaming? or Can somebody please tell me, is all this hallucination?
I M DYING !!
I am so tired.. I am totally drained..
*Sigh*
If only time could turn back and i can spent more time with him.
If only there aint so many IF. else i also wont be living with remorse.
He shed a tear when i died.
My heart breaks even more.

Dear GOD.. i know u are lightening the pain of my grandpa.
You gave him the strength to hold on to see all the childrean are surrounding him.
But you didnt fulfill his wish .. He wish to die on his very own bed..
Is this cruel?
You didnt gave him the strength to open his eyes once more to take a look at his kins.
You didnt even gave him a chance to speak!
*Sigh*

Darkest Moment
He will live in us ..
& i'll miss him ..