This entry is Specially dedicated to KaiLin.
Ger i noe u might not like it in my entry But i think it is getting serious.
Sorry to meddle in ur personal life. Guess overall i m still no one to tok abt it.

Is the environment ard u that is changing u OR are u changing urself?
Think u realised that after all the OGL thingy, we aint close as last semester. We can tok abt anything under the sun. BUT now, guess we can only bring up the past to keep our friendship going. KNowing that during the OGL, u & the rest realli bond together closely. Making new friends & stuff, deeply i m realli happy for u. BUT sad for myself, guess from a good friend i m to u ONCE its becoming an aquaintance in ur life now.

Remember in the past relationship that u had. No matter how one treat u, u r still willingly to treat him good still. The old KL is always being bullied, always nice to everyone, no attitude, wont flare up unneccessarily. Right now i seen a BRAND NEW KL. Is that realli you? I feel that u are no longer the ger i used to now.

Friends are always on ur first priority than relationship. I once tok to u abt ur relationship with Andy @ SiewChin condo & last semester. At first u told me u dunno whether if u like him or wad. I can understand, becz it was still the beginning, everything was so unstable. Den SC house, i bring it up to u again. U told me, yes guess he is the guy that u want for him. And i m happy, cz i noe this guy is realli good to u.

Until recently, u changed to another person. Treating him as though he is no one to u. U are angry becz he always hang up with dennis. BUT remember u 2 have broken up, there is no reason he cant be with his friend. If he still stick to u, i believe u will get irritated rite? But dennis is a guy afterall, there is nothing to be worried of, andy's love for u is so pure that nobody can replace u! Put urself in his shoe, who can he still mix ard with when u aint by his side? friends right? didnt u mix ard with ur friends? Then tat freshie who likes u? didnt u go out 1 to 1 with him? i noe u are sociable, but is andy that invincible to u that u neglected his feelings & went out with ur freshie? how will he feel? wad if he went out with 1 of the freshie who likes him? Ger, sometimes u reali gotta put urself in others shoe. It is realli not like something that u will do if it was the past. The changes in u is so tremendous that every single one can see thru'.

U noe andy likes u so much that are u taking him for granteD? u noe that though if u 2 aint together, he still likes u, still holding on to u. Actualli everyone can see that he's still holding on to u. Dun treat him like no body, he is like u, a human. Who got feelings. Dun take him as he realli owe u something and is willing to do anything for u.

That day when we meet at Eunice work place. Actualli u can reach here much earlier than u reach that day if u come urself. I know andy got a car, but doesnt mean he is ur chauffeur. He did it without grumbling. If u were him, u got a car, are u willing to pick him up @ any part of singapore. I tell u, nowadays no one is that hardworking that is willing to do it for a ger lor.

Ger, i m sorry that some of my words are too harsh. Wanted to tok to u in person. But guess this is the best solutions since we hardly even tok. Think abt it whether u should treat him liddat and are u a person like this before? i can tell u, u aint like this b4. U may get angry becz i busybody in ur personal life, but i hope as a friend of urs, i wish to let u noe U ARE CHANGING. u can get angry for all the reasons that i care. May even lose u as a friend, but i will take this as a gamble. Either u realised or u dun. Either u get back an old friend or i dont. Either andy got back a nice sweet ger during the past few mths or he dont.

Think abt it ger.