The Promise Land

Sunday, September 26, 2004-`

Well, dont really have much to blog.
Rushing for My Projects. HeHe~ aLL thanks to Last Minute Rush!
Feeling the Sudden breeze, finally freaking me out.
DateLine coming soon, Feeling sCaRe ... HahA~

Down on Flu, cough & My eye still hurt!
Hearing from my mama & my boy, they claim it was due to Heatiness.
They seems to be like a doctor. Unlicense Doctor i mean .. OoPs HAhA.
Lantern Festival coming in like 2 days time?
HeHe~ Every year, i seems to end up playing with MeiJin~
What bout this year? I doubt so .. Everyone is just So Busy! Hehe
Miss the day when MeiJin, EeLing & her Handsome brother joined us for candles play.
So fun, MeiJin & I couldnt take our eyes off EeLing's Brother. HAhA! OoPs
MeiJin, i Didnt mean to leak out our SecRet! LOL~
LaLaLaLa
Life is just so DuLL~
Alrite
Nothing much to blog le ..
Shall stop here.

*Thanks guys who left ur sweet messages in my Taggy~ Thanks for ur concern, I truely appreciate it. Must take care alrite? MiSs ya*

onceheaven * [9:52 PM]

Thursday, September 23, 2004-`

My eye Hurts! There is either Something growing inside my eye or something left in my eye!
I hate eye more! Hai~@!
Recently i'm down on my luck.
Life just aint good for me.

Now is week 12, another 2 more weeks gotta hand up my ironic projects.
Both also Started doing le, but 1 just cant get the result.
The other dun seems to touch on it anymore. HAHa~
How can i hand in on time!!! BIg Problem !!
Furthermore my eyes HURT. cant even see bright stuff!!
com screen .. must adjust to dull color contrast!
ARgh ..
Got life saving tonight.. No idea if i could swim!
With the condition of my eye. Damn~
Hai~ Last week they were taught wad breathing stuff.
Shit ... i miss it! hai ..
anyway i stop here le ..
*PomPOm* time ..
if not late for class le..
see ya

onceheaven * [11:11 AM]

Sunday, September 19, 2004-`

Someone send this to me & i find it very sad.
So, i shall share it. HeHe
Here it goes ...
+_+:..u_broke_my_hart_into_pieces..:+_+ +_+:..tearing_me_apart..:+_+ +_+:..slam_mi_hard_on_e_floor_once_agn..:+_+ +_+:..u_broke_my_trust..:+_+ +_+:..everytink_turns_out_2_b_lies_&_empty_promises..:+_+ +_+:..y_do_u_haf_2_not_mean_wat_u_haf_said_&_promised..:+_+ +_+:..u_left_mi_all_alone_in_pain_n_loneliness..:+_+ +_+:..e_tinks_u_once_said_kip_running_thru_my_mind..:+_+ +_+:..wif_flashback_of_memories_u_left_behind..:+_+ +_+:..sleepless_nights_n_i_miz_u_so..:+_+ +_+:..cried_myself_2_sleep..:+_+ +_+:..it_hurts_so_badly_i_may_not_b_able_2_stand_agn..:+_+ +_+:..my_hart_is_bleeding_everytink's_dead..:+_+ +_+:..no_one_else_could_ever_take_your_place..:+_+ +_+:..i_still_lurve_u_deeply..:+_+ +_+:..nth's_gonna_change_e_fact..:+_+ +_+:..even_if_it_takes_eternity_..:+_+ +_+:..i'll_still_wait_4_miracles_2_happen..:+_+ +_+:..i_wish_i'll_never_wake_up_from_a_deep_sleep..:+_+
.:.//.\\.//.\\..:....:..//.\\.//.\\.:.

So how was it? Feel like crying? LOL~
Anyway, i'm struggling with my maths!
*Sigh*

onceheaven * [11:49 AM]

Friday, September 17, 2004-`

I'm Finally it's a Friday. I wish my weekends could slow down alittle!
24hours a day is not enough! Human are just so greedy.
They can Never be statisfy with what they are given.
LEarnt Javascript today. It simply suX. I got no idea wad the lecturer is toking abt!
Another die flat module *Sigh* Should just stopped Studying! aRGh Hate Books!
Thot of doing research for my golf project & abt to start with it, Anthony called.
Have been talking over the phone for the past 2 hours! All about Clement.
This guy [Clement] just have so much things to tok about.
*Sigh* Tired le didnt do any research, Turning in soon.
How to get my project done on time??? Can anyone tell me??
ArGhHhH .. This Semestral just so rush!
Week 16 is all my Common testS or rather ExamS.
What is school all about? TestS, ExamS & ProjectS? Bored, No Life! HaHa~
I have NO time management! arghHh. I'm still like before, slack as usual.
Why cant i just get on task. Get everything done once & for all?
Enough of nonsense ... Life just aint good!
I need a good swim~ Relieve "stress". HaHa
/*Self declaration*/
int Steph_Is_Such_A_Lazy_Bum;
*gRiNs*
Alrite, Thou shall stopped here. Time to Sleep!

onceheaven * [11:12 PM]

Thursday, September 16, 2004-`

Got back my Common Test results.
Got C for both. Aint good enough, rather disappointed.
But rather statisfy to get a C for C pRogramming.
Expected a fail from the start.
For discrete math, learning AP & GP now.
*Sigh* this is a Killer Topic! I'm struggling.
Dead for sure.

Played badminton with my classmates today.
I didnt attend life-saving today, Rather sad.
All thanks to my mense, arghHhH.
Wondering wad they learn today ("_"?)
Life aint getting good for me.
This world is just so ugly!
Hai~@!

Hey guys, thanks for ur concern.
Miss those days real much!

onceheaven * [9:41 PM]

Saturday, September 11, 2004-`

Holidays is ending in another day time.
New Topics will be taught & of cz homework!
*Sigh* Simply the thought of travelling makes me sick.
But what to do, there is no turning back.
This is my life, isnt it?
Whatever, i'm not getting on task.
My projects are left untouched.
Wonder if i can hand it up on time *Penny of thoughts*
Missing those days back then.
As the days now can never be compared to then.
*sigh, Let the unsaid left unsaid (0_0)*
My brother is back from back again.
Sometimes it just aint a good thing to have him back home.
How i wish he can be kept in the camp longer OoPs .. hAhA~
YupZ~
I cant Stopped myself from Slacking !! ArGh ... ...
I'm just like before, Oh DeAr~ It aint a good sign.
Anyway went for a jog @ home in the afternoon just now.
I'm growing fatter, YuCkS! The thot of it makes me *Puke*
There is so much to worry ("o") Including those which are not neccessary.
No wonder my Life is so Complicated. HaHa~
Alrite shall end here again
Goodbye *MuAck*

onceheaven * [9:44 PM]

Thursday, September 02, 2004-`

Time Flies, it've been 3weeks & my brother is coming back tml.
Anyway, went back to St. Anthony on 31st September 04.
Partly to take my O'LeveL cert & to see the teachers.
They are still the same, except that everything is just so different without Mr Quah.
Met Miss Chua, she is very fine. With all those 60s earrings, bangles on her.
For Linda Teo, still the same so confident. Telling me she looks pretty in her outfit!
But indeed ... she looks great! haha
Sister Jo, put our aeroplane. Miss yeong [maths teacher] carrying a 7mths baby boy.
The rest of the teachers whom i've not mention are doing great too, So no worries.
Finally meet up with Shir Siow, she grew taller! but still beri cute, my fishball. hehe~

5 more days to my first common test! So Scary.
Haven been studying during the study break. Still slacking *sigh*
Meet up with 1 of my classmate today to get our C Programming project started.
Being stucked for hours just for that particular part.
Have Life-Saving @ 5pm. Lesson today kinda tough, swam quite alot but still, it's fun.
After everything, we went to this "hawker" near NYP to have our dinner.
Then ... ...
Home Sweet Home

onceheaven * [11:03 PM]